Wednesday, June 29, 2005

I'm tired..

Yest fell asleep at 9 plus according to mum.. wanted to stay up late to do my work but needless to say.. ha ha must change e habit of falling asleep :p But i woke up at 6 am.. sis n bro going to sch.. dad n mum going to work.. dedcided tt it's a gd time to do my work. No distraction.. meeting cass, eva, yani n hui ling at 11 to develop e photos..

I'm going to watch intial D for e sec time.. but tis time wif ah bin.. not sure yet coz i dun wan to waste my $.. v v v broke aft buying all my art materials.. i'm feeling sad, down, moody aft watching intial D.. dun noe why maybe becoz of e ending bah.. then his song yi lu xiang bei also very sad lor..

I'm looking forward to holidays 9/7/05!! Too busy with sch work for e past 1 month. Gd luck to ppl having tests n exams. Take care =)

Tuesday, June 28, 2005

Initial D..

finally got time to blog.. i'm in sch now.. went to watch intial D yest with stef, pck n yyq. Had dinner b4 that at century square. Stef n i didnn't noe wat to eat.. then we saw fried rice with ham.. i said anything lor.. to OUR SURPRISE there's a notice saying new stall coming soon.. i broke down and laugh.. we laughed like some mad women =) have to admit i quite blur =p

Anyway, uncle cheated us.. said tt someone else took our tickets n stuffs.. didn't really believe wat he said coz e woman asked me to colect b4 5.45 pm.. uncle: i'm not tt stupid yah? Ha ha Next time you will get it back from me.. jus kidding i'm a "good: gall. Back to e movie.. really a nice show quite sad at the ending when jay found out abt smth.. he cried in e movie.. i felt sad also but dun noe why tears didn't flow out.. reminded me so much abt e past.. so sweet at e starting yet so bitter in e end.. tt's relationship bah..

Not going to talk more abt it.. try to catch e movie someday =) Mr pang's away for a wk or so.. didn''t see him for a long time.. hope he'll come back soon.. take care everyone.. i'm still have so much work to do.. off to lect bye

Saturday, June 25, 2005

Busy weekends..

I'm meeting mum at eastpoint at 6pm for dinner later. Yah.. going to e metro sale at expo =) Yest, i had presentation for creative thinking. Guess wat? I tot i did really badly coz i was nervous but things turned out differently.. The lect praised me in front of e whole class.

HE: Class dun you agree that samantha did a great job?
ME: Looking blur?
HE: REALLY FANATASTIC!
HE: she e only one who mounted her work.
HE: I can feel that samantha is proud of her work
ME: is it a dream?
ME: I was thinking i did so well meh?
ME: I WAS THINKING AGAIN.. i didn't bribe him ha ha
HE: Your shl learn from e better ones.. like samantha

Anyway, i felt so happy being praised by him. I will put in more effort and continue to do a better job. Mr chong motivated me.. at least it's worth it to slp at 2 am to produce a better work =) I willing to work even harder.. met up with ah bin n wee siang in btw my break.. they were playing tennis.. had drawing fundamental ("draw fun")aft my break.. dun like it.. Not fun at all.. so had to draw a portrait =( Haiz.. shl practicse more then.. can't give up jus like tt.. Still got lots n lots of assignments to do.. my frens n i jus feel tt we can nv complete our work.. it's jus keep piling up.. i guess we will become pandas soon.. ha ha

to my frens: dun worry i'm fine.. still able to cope

Thursday, June 23, 2005

Morning =)

Woke up at 7 am.. intending to do my drawings but i shall just blog for a a short while =p Yest, with e help of YANI i managed to process my 2 rolls of black n white films. I WAS SO HAPPY when everythings thun out fine!! Imagine you have to load the films inside the darkroom using a scissor to cut it open? It's was scary but fun too..

Having basic photography lesson at 12 n color at 3.. i've just realised tt most of my fren slept at 3 plus 4 am to rush out their assignments.. but i always sleep quite early.. 11 or 12 plus like tt.. coz i jus can't keep myself awake.. i dun noe why.. but for me i always wake up at 6 or 7 am even if i've lesson at 12. That's why we are falling sick.. one aft another.. eileen didn't sleep at all the previous nite..

All art students have tis lifestyle bah.. simply we have no time to complete our assignments.. haiz.. so much to do yet so little time.. i shouldn't complaint yah? I believe with my persistant, i can do it.. take care everyone..

Sunday, June 19, 2005

Happy Father's Day

It has been days since I last blog. Really got lots of projects and hw to do. Anyway, yest went to nutc to visit and celebrate Father's day. Met up with stef and ah bin at tamp. I suggested that we buy a cake for mr pang. I'm always the one coming up with all those funny ideas.I intended to do a present for him but time dun allows me. So I gave him a card only in the end.

I really dun noe how to thank him, how to repay my gratitude to him. Recently, he even lend me a camera lens. I didn't wanted to borrow from him but he inisited. What a nice "daddy" rite? He will always be our wonderful daddy =) He sort of surprised why we went there with a cake. I guessed he didn't expect us to celebrate father's day for him.

I also caught up with wendy,lei wah and some other ppl. During my previous visits, i only dropped by to look for mr pang to ask him about the camera stuffs and didn't really have time to chat with my "mummies". Most of them are complaining n jealous.. i noe they dun mean it but really sorry =)I felt so bad.. therefore i bought cakes for them..

Wishing all the fathers a very HAPPY FATHER'S DAY. To my dad, thank you for being there for me all the times. Thank you for bringing me up. You are the best daddy in the world. I love you. Wish you good health and be happy always.

Sunday, June 12, 2005

Happy Birthdy to Xing Qi

Haiz stil got so much work to do... but i managed to complete some already.. still got a photography exhibition report of 750 words to write.. i'm getting used to staying up late since sch start =) Anyway, so much things to write abt wat happened the past few days..

I was surprised tt alvin msg me.. he: hi do you still rmb me?? alvin e cashier working at ntuc?? Me: How did you get my no.??... he got it from wb.. then he told me he going to NS on sat. So sad coz he can't comb his hair anymore =p ha ha i still rmb i always criticize abt his hair. I'm so bad rite? Actually, his hair very stylo milo de.. but i always love making fun of him...

Then stef n i went to a gathering held at pasir ris park.. to pass e present to e xing qi.. then went home at 9 plus coz we were v v tired.. but i still stayed up till 3 am to do my hw.. ha ha ^.^ shall stop here.. will blog again soon..

Happy Birthday To Xing Qi!!!

Wednesday, June 08, 2005

Lazy morning..

Yeah.. finally finish my assignment =) Anyway, sam called me last night. I was so surprised lor.. guess wat? He asked me to how to do e visco assignment which we've to hand it in today lor.. not paying attention in class.. but i pity him lah coz he dun have mags at home then volunteer to help him find 6 advers.. i will be meeting ah bin later aft lect to buy e bag bah.. then maybe meeting stef to buy qi qi's present.. so many things to buy lor..wondering if i shl return back to ntuc to work?? Put it on a hold first bah..

Tml getting e lens from mr pang... then going to Little India for shooting =) Hope things will not screw up bah... i just hope i'm able to take gd photos.. in tis case i can account to ms koh mah ha ha.. bought father's day present for my dad le.. but wat present shl i buy for mr pang?? Anyone has got any ideas to share? Signing off.. bye..

Tuesday, June 07, 2005

Journey

Journey
Angela

It's a long long journey
Till I know where I'm supposed to be
It's a long long journey
And I don't know if I can believe
When shadows fall and block my eyes
I am lost and know that I must hide
It's a long long journey
Till I find my way home to you
Many days I've spent
Drifting on through empty shores
Wondering what's my purpose
Wondering how to make me strong
I know I will falter I know I will cry
I know you'll be standing by my side
It's a long long journey
And I need to be close to you
Sometimes it feels no one understands
I don't even know why
I do the things I do
When pride builds me up till I can't see my soul
Will you break down these walls and pull me through?
Cause It's a long long journey
Till I feel that I am worth the price
You paid for me on calvary
Beneath those stormy skies
When Satan mocks and friends turn to foes
It feel like everything is out to make me lose control
It's a long long journey
Till I find my way home to you.to you

Monday, June 06, 2005

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I'm in sch blogging away.. lect just ended.. i'm waiting for Be be now yo pass her e notes.. ha ha anyway just now came to sch with stef, pei shan n yy.. chatted alot on e bus =) then met up with ah bin to get hold of his time table lor.. so tt we can meet up someday due to e $10 thingy.. i told him it's alright but you noe lar.. ha ha i told him i fell in love with a tote bag from watson. Maybe we will meet up and buy or maybe not. I becoming a busy person.. but like wat ah bin said: if you manage ur time well, you wont be busy and you will have many time to do wat you wan to do!!

I''m going home for lunch later. Aft tt i will need to do my homeworksss cum researchsss.. more and more work to do but i shl be able to cope well =) maybe i'm going to burn mid-night oil tonight provided tt my body can take it aft all my throat still hurts.. sianz.. i still haven got a time to upload e pics i took.. maybe some other day bah.. tt's all folks take care ^.^

Sunday, June 05, 2005

Mr Pang thank you so much!!

Yest went to e photography exhibition at art house with cassandra n eva. Kheng li gave us assignment to do. I left house at 10am n went to ntuc . I intented to look for mr pang to ask him abt e camera stuffs. Luckily, he was there :D He taught me how to use e Nikkon FM 2X, how to take gd photos... He seems to have lots of knowledge abt camera even thought hje said he didn't played it for ages.

In between our conversation, stef called.

[mr pang] see ur bf calling you
[me] not my bf lah
[mr pang] still dun wan to pick up e call ar?
[me] i dun have bf lor

How many times must i get across to him tt i dun hav a bf? Maybe he just love making fun of me. For now, e future or e present i just wish to concentrate in my studies. Putting my whole heart into designing, photography, my hw, my portfoilo. I think relationship is simply a waste of time. That's my point of view, you dun have to agrees with me coz everyone has diff point of view. I dun wish to waste any more time, no more trust, no more faith, no more confidence... it's so gd being single there's so much freedom to do wat u like, to go out with who you like..

Personally, i think tt realtionship is very fragile. You nv noe when it is going to break into pieces, when tt person going to leave rite? Same things apply to life. You nv noe when you gonna leave tis world rite? You nv noe wat gonna happen in e next sec. I'm not being negative.. in fact i think if life n relationship are so fragile, we shl be even stronger n postitive :D Maybe i've grow more stronger n mature in my thinkings?? So many things happened recently.. e sick me is still alive n kicking lor ha ha.. I guess I'm not putting a strong front. I'm gonna live my life to e fullest n treasure everyone ard me. That's same old me but diff you. I noe ppl do change but you seems to have change to a very diff person.. tt's how i feel only..

Back to mr pang n my coversation.. i told him my lecturer asked me to get a lens by thur. Then i tot of selling my $380 nikkon to get a cannon camera with lens included at $ 350. It's worth it lor.. but nikkon is mechanical while e other is electronic.

[mr pang] dun sell lar, nikkon very fun to play with
[me] but i dun noe how to play
[mr pang] i tink i got e lens u wanted
[me] really ar but when to return you?
[mr pang] you return me 3 years later lor aft u get ur diploma
[me] dun wan lar.. very pai seh

I was surprised tt he would said tt. A manager lending a lens which costs ard $180 to his ex-worker(me) for like 3 years? He really trust me to handle his lens?? Such a gd manager is so hard to come by. I own him countless of flavor. How and when can i return? I did think of buying.. but he said tis lens is for beginner only so next time maybe then invest in another lens lor. He went home to double checked if he has e lens then give me a call. Yup.. he called me :) Asked me to get it from him on thur morning. I really dun noe how to thank him coz he always so nice to me, treat me so well and then now lend me his lens. I'm simply very very very touched by him :D Just wish to say THANK YOU a million of times!

Wednesday, June 01, 2005

I'm feeling so sick

I'm down with a flu and a bad sore throat :s Hate e feeling of being sick.. no medicine for me I admit i can be stubborn just like a kid when it's come to medicine, tablets, pills... gosh so i try not to fall sick and even if i do, i won't bring myself to see a doc. I can still rem tt i had a bad sore throat before the tp design early admission interview. I was rushing my portfoilo from home to work.. didn't have enough rest n sleep :p

I ate lots and lots and really lots of strepsilsss. Mr pang shl noe.. he said as if e strepsils are some magic medicine which will help to recover my voice. At least i managed to speak during e interview and tt how i got into tp design sch VSC ha ha. I felt i'm like an aunty today. An aunty carrying 3 A2 mounting boards to sch. It's so big and so extra when i have to board e bus with e boards. But i've got no choice.. need to hand in my work. Aft lect, went to mensa 2 with hui ling. Hui ling ate almond jelly while I ate chendol hoping tt my throat will feel a little better. But it didn't really help.

Then i went home and took a nap. I was really tired and didn't really have enough rest.. i guess ha ha I was doing and touching up my work till late last night then woke up early in e morn. Thinking tt my body is made up of metal(translate to chinese). That's me when it comes to doing assignment esp design and art n craft. I will put in my 200% and devoted to do it my best with passion. I strongly believes tt hard work n effort will pay off one day :D

Anyway, i went to tm with jaime yest aft lect. Her lect asked her to get a textile from spotlight. Then we went there.. saw a banner. " Spotlight has moved to plaza singapura".. we were like argh :s Next time we will have to travel to ps to buy art materials. So far.. then jaIme went to order a fashion design bk from Times. Sch bookshop got no more stocks. Then accompany her to eat dinner and walked to bus interchange and headed home. That's all folks. Sorry for e late blogging.. i was busy e past few days. Take care n gd nitez :)