ps: 'wars' and eps, pls stop!

Happy Birthday bestful :)
Have been pretty busy with projects, almost half dead by e time i reach hm everday. A month ago, i cut my finger. Just 2 days ago, was down with a bad flu, sore throat n fever. Took a short nap in e clubrm, popped a panadol last night and many strepslis since yest. Thank god, i'm feeling alot better now :) Like what mr siew said, it's only e beginning stage, i need to recover n fight e long battle. Enough of resting (i guess), so now it's time to catch up! Btw, thanks marian for helping out with e sub-com camp designs. Thanks a million, i really don't know what to do without ur help ;)

Received a msg frm mr advisor this afternoon, but didn't have time to discuss abt e proj. I'm pretty excited and hoping that i could make full use of this opportunity :) Many thanks to 'mr tans', I've finally settled my software installations and received a surprise present frm bangkok. I've to say, you are really observant, can't imagine u actually make an effort to listen to my rants. Haha

And, I received this super sweet sms frm my boy. Thank ya for brightening my day :)

you are my sunshine,
my only sunshine
you make me happy
and brightens my day
you make me know dear,
how much i love you
when i'm in tekong,
seeing e sunshine,
reminds me of you
pls don't take my sunshine away

which way?

which way to go?
right? left? go straight?
i shl take a break from all e thinking
because the more u seek
the answer just drift away
because human tend to complicate things
so they overlook the simplest answer

maybe a weekend get away soon will solve all e problems
from all e decision makings that causing e tears, headaches n heartaches.
just in another 2 wks time, if i could get away.

Managed to complete e nyaa notice board with e help of randall! Thanks :) Done with e editing of train expedition poster as well. Fyi, i camped in saa again frm 12 till 5.30 :) I had a choc cream puff for lunch =/ after all e reminders frm my boy to have proper lunch, i can only say i'm improving bit by bit. Haha

Thanks uncle sam for lending his jacket on such a cold n windy day. I know it's tough, but hang on and i'll try my best to help you in anyway. So now, i can finally conc on completing e remainding spreads. I hope you're doing fine. Imusing! Jia you (:

Big Girls Don't Cry

Da Da Da Da
The smell of your skin lingers on me now
You're probably on your flight back to your home town
I need some shelter of my own protection baby
To be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, Serenity

I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry

The path that I'm walking
I must go alone
I must take the baby steps 'til I'm full grown, full grown
Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they?
And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay

Like the little school mate in the school yard
We'll play jacks and uno cards
I'll be your best friend and you'll be my Valentine
Yes you can hold my hand if you want to
'Cause I want to hold yours too
We'll be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds
But it's time for me to go home
It's getting late, dark outside
I need to be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, Serenity

Tml goona be another long day with the sc girls's night out event during e evening in sch. Tired but i'm trying to stay awake. I don't know what's wrong with you. Peace and serenity is all that i need tonight!

Your Love is Based on Commitment

You believe that love is something that develops and grows. You don't believe in love at first site, and you never mistake lust for love. For you, love is about mutual devotion, respect, and understanding. You don't feel comfortable in a relationship, unless you're both in it for the long run. Why your love can last: You don't take commitment lightly - or leave relationships easily Why your love can fail: You're so committed, you often can't see the most obvious problems in your relationship

What Is Your Love Based On?

Got this link from stef, seems quite true :) Thanks bestful. It apply even to my commitment in proj, work and cca. I don't take commitment lightly. Maybe never so its always hard to let go.

I'm still wide awake at this hour. All thanks to my 2 hrs nap before dinner. So i brought popobe out to the park for photoshoot. Thanks for e accompany! Sometime i really wish i've 48 hours. I'm just gonna push myself and hang on for e next few days, never give up :) Gd morning!

Yeah! Grp ppt is almost there and i'm done with e train expedition photos :) Sat at uncle sam's desk frm 2 till 5 plus to complete e work. And someone tried to be funny saying the bears are waiting for me?! Haha funny san mao!

Anyway, thanks for lending me the popobes and the free ride home :) Yh is right, thanks you for pushing me this far and helping me to improve as a designer. Be it the happy moments, miscommunication or the tears i really appreciate it. Xie xie ni :)

Was playing with photo booth while the boyfriend was concentrating on driving :)
I think i was giggling and laughing at myself for being so playful! Haha
So we caught rush hour 3 at the cathay and had the famous chicken rice at boon tong kee to celebrate our belated 9 mth :) Glad you like ur present, we'll keep it going! Jia you

Today was spent doing work all e way until i fell asleep, woke up and do my work again.
Oh well, submission is nearing and i think i haven't been progressing fast enough =/
Wish me luck!
Happy nationl day!

sometimes i really wonder if you really care...
or maybe i'm just exhausted for the time being...

dead.lines!

You gave me

You gave me hope
That caused my heart to overflow
You gave me hope
Much deeper than I’ve ever known
You have set my feet where I belong
Put within my heart a brand new song

To give you hope
That caused your heart to overflow
To give you hope
Much deeper than you'ld ever know
Put within your heart a brand new song
Which you'll never know

PS: to the 'm. crazy' person, you better stop calling and smsing me. don't you dare ask weird questions or say nonsensical things again! i'm taking it seriously, don't push things too far and continue to be funny because you're not. pls stop whatever you're doing.

IMUS

You've filled me with amazing happiness over the weekends. Thank you auntie & uncle for the free lodging, food, tour guide, transport and wonderful memories :) I'm missing them and the gd homely feeling 50 years old house already.

Life was so much simpler the past few days. No mac, no internet, just me and my camera, the team and our 'old friend' who still always touch on the same few topics abt you and me and taking xtra care of me. Thank you our 'old friend'. Don't give up, it's not the end. You've been the one to help, teach and guide me through!

IMUS. 3 more days to go!