Work is much busier this week and perhaps it'll continue for months. I've been so tired and feel like pushing myself to the last la. ButI can't express how grateful to them to hand such accounts to a junior designer, something I didn't dare to even dream of. Just that I've to learn to overcome the fear, tiredness and putting in my 200% :)

During a conversation with James Na last fri, he said: "so now you know that FYP is nothing right?...
Somehow, I'm always so enlighten by his words.

Graduation Ceremony 08

"Graduation (Friends Forever)"

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon
And there was me and you
And then we got real blue
Stay at home talking on the telephone
We would get so excited and we'd get so scared
Laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels

As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come Whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever

So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

I hope we did not say our last goodbye last friday aft e ceremony. Some are going overseas, enlisting, going back to their hometown while the majority of us have already started working. Many first time experiences were encountered in the past 3 years in design sch. Taking photos with a manual SLR, developing prints in the darkroom, using mac, staying in sch past the midnight and the list goes on...

I'm very grateful for the few lecturer who have inspired and encouraged me. Lecturers like james, pat, yongkin, lille, mdm chan, lynette who never fail to agree with us for more consultation days, they who have always been there helping us with our problems, they who triggers our thoughts when we're 'stucked', they who have guided us through the last 4 months of our final year projects.

It's never easy, but we've overcome it together! Last but not least, i'm glad to have such supportive parents. They supported to go for the interview and allowed me to make my decision. Thanks love for being understanding to my project n cca commitments too.

I'm in the club room right now. Just feel a need to organise my thoughts and move on from now. It's good to be in sch, visited the cleaner auntie ( the one who always remind me to eat lunch), sat on the green sofa in front of Uncle Sam's desk and met Wilson, Terence, Hwee hoon, Celine & Paul.

Had a gd talk with Sam as usual. Heard the bad news from him. Wasn't very shocking as I expected it aft receiving the sms he sent sometime ago. I'm prepared to fail and feel dissapointed. Just that what he said make me feel really gald to have such a supportive advisor.

Honestly speaking, i understand that it's not just about being appreciative nor the luck. It's the calibre and being dominant in whatever you do. Perhaps, i'm just going to tell myself that i'm not fated to it. Anyway, thank you Uncle Sam for fighting so hard and for believing me. I know you've tired your best and that's gd enough.

"What matters is not the end results but the process of the journey". It's cliche, but it's so true.

If only life can be so much simpler.
I want to move on, to be happier.

Our weekend get away to Malacca

More photos to be uploaded soon..
Take care folks, till then (:

Bring me to the sunshine...

"We grow great by dreams. All big men are dreamers. They see things in the soft haze of a spring day or in the red fire of a long winter's evening. Some of us let these great dreams die, but others nourish and protect them; nurse them through bad days till they bring them to the sunshine and light which comes always to those who sincerely hope that their dreams will come true." Woodrow Wilson

母亲节快乐

有许多人、许多事，经历了转身便会忘记，但在我们的心灵深处永远不会忘记我们的母亲，永远不会因为岁月的流逝而消减我们对母亲那深深的爱。
妈妈，感谢您！在我跌跌撞撞的时候，是您一直在支持着我。今天是您的节日，衷心祝您节日

18th

Celebrated our 18 months yest at glass house. We shared a fish & chip, swordfish collar & a jungle freeze (: Then after we went to shop for mother's day present. Bought a key holder wallet for mum & perfume for auntie. Caught what happens in vegas ar 9.40! Enjoyed e comedy pretty much, most of e times you'll just laugh at e many silly things they do over money & love. We're listening to radio in e car while driving home and fell in love with this song.

Shania Twain - From This Moment On lyrics
From this moment life has begun
From this moment you are the one
Right beside you is where I belong
From this moment on

From this moment I have been blessed
I live only for your happiness
And for your love I'd give my last breath
From this moment on

I give my hand to you with all my heart
Can't wait to live my life with you, can't wait to start
You and I will never be apart
My dreams came true because of you

From this moment as long as I live
I will love you, I promise you this
There is nothing I wouldn't give
From this moment on

You're the reason I believe in love
And you're the answer to my prayers from up above
All we need is just the two of us
My dreams came true because of you

From this moment as long as I live
I will love you, I promise you this
There is nothing I wouldn't give
From this moment
I will love you as long as I live
From this moment on



* to love: thank you for your understanding to my work commitments. thanks for fetching me from work even tough i usually end very late and kept you waiting outside. i'm sorrry! i know it'll get tougher and there's bound to be challenges ahead of my future ours. but i know that no matter what happens, we'll walk this journey hand in hand because all we need is just the two of us. i love you always!