Apart or not apart?

i think my 'no response'
to his sms gave him the idea that i'm not keen to go AGAIN
or maybe trying my best to avoid him
i think it's rude not to reply but what shl i reply him?
anyway, had a talk with joc n mimo that day,
i know it isn't e right time to think abt it or anything along that line

i do hope he can stand in my shoes for once :)

The rules:
Bold the statements that are true to you.
Italise the statements that you WISH are true.
Then, tag 5 people to do the same test.

I miss somebody right now.
I dont watch TV these days.
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games.
I've tried marijuana.
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship
I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I curse sometimes.
I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I'm TOTALLY smart.
I've broken someone's bones.
I'm paranoid sometimes.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I need money right now.
I love sushi.
I talk really,really fast.
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
I LOVE the way i look.
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings.
I have a(MANY) hidden talent(S).
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar i have.
I have a lot of friends.
I am currently single.
I have pecked someone of the same sex.
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop.
I enjoy window shopping.
I would rather shop than eat.
I don't hate anyone.
I'm a BETTER dancer.
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.
I believe in God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I have no idea what i want to do for the rest of my life.
I've rejected someone before
I want to have children in the future.
I have changed a diaper before.
I've called the cops on a friend before.
I'm not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn.
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.
I am shy around the opposite sex.
I have tried alcohol before.
I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
I own the "South Park" movie.
I would die for my best friends.
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
I think Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and i LOVE it.
I am happy at this moment!
I'm obsessed with guys.
I study for tests most of the time.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever i can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
I plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I'm proficient in a musical instrument.
I worked at McDonald's restaurant.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I went college out of state.
I like sausages.
I love getting hugs.
I've fallen for the worst people.
I adore bright colours.
I can't live without black eyeliner.
I don't know why the hell i just did this stupid thing.
I usually like covers better than originals.
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can't whistle.
I love kisses.
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I've ever written in.
I can't stick to a diet.
I talk in my sleep.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
I think climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
I have jazz in my blood.
I wear a toe ring.
I have a tattoo.
I can't stand at LEAST one person that i work with.
I am a caffeine junkie.(am trying to cut down my caffeine intake)
I cosplay or know what cosplaying is.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical the better.
I'm an artist.
I only clean my room when necessary.
I like a person of the same sex.
I love being happy.
I am an adrenaline junkie.

And well, the people i tag:
Chris
Yuqi
Ahnan
Jaime
Eileen

Oh well, i can only 'thanks' dave for the least irritating chain-time-wasting msges I got cos I just got to bold and italicised (whatever you call this) the sentences.

Slow Dance

This poem was written by a terminally ill young girl in a New York Hospital.

Have you ever watched kids
On a merry-go-round?
Or listened to the rain
Slapping on the ground?
Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight?
Or gazed at the sun into the fading night?
You better slow down.
Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last.

Do you run through each day
On the fly?
When you ask How are you?
Do you hear the reply?
When the day is done
Do you lie in your bed
With the next hundred chores
Running through your head?
You'd better slow down
Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last.

Ever told your child,
We'll do it tomorrow?
And in your haste,
Not see his sorrow?
Ever lost touch,
Let a good friendship die
Cause you never had time
To call and say,"Hi"
You'd better slow down.
Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last.

When you run so fast to get somewhere
You miss half the fun of getting there.
When you worry and hurry through your day,
It is like an unopened gift....
Thrown away.
Life is not a race.
Do take it slower
Hear the music
Before the song is over.

CHANNEL U INTERSTITIAL

From: Goodenough Gail Reynold Sent: Thu 7/20/2006 12:05 AM To: LOH CHING YEE; LEM ZHI ZHENG; LIM YEN SIANG ROY; TAY LI LYNN GILLIAN; DAPHNE GRACE TAN QIU FEN; LEE HUI YING LYNETTE; LEE HUI YING LYNETTE; ONG YA HUI; TAN WEN YUAN BRADLEY; LIM HUI MIN; LIM HUI MIN; CHAN SHIUAN; ONG WEI SHENG JONATHAN; LEE PEI CHEN MICHELLE; LOKE MEI YEN; NUR HANANI BTE ANUAR; IZYAN BTE ROSLI; MUHAMMAD TAUFIQ BIN ANIS; CAO YE; ONG ZHUO JIE; TING HUI LIN; TAN MINGLE, SARA; TENG XIN LING; TAN PUAY KIANG; NAKAYAMA YUKI; PANG POH YUE CHRISTINA; SAM CHUNG YISHOU Cc: Subject: CHANNEL U INTERSTITIAL - VERY URGENT Attachments:

Dear Students, This is very urgent and i need all 28 of you to reply to me ASAP. Channel U needs you to sign a form saying you are willing to let your video piece be aired. This needs to be filled up ASAP or the entire project will be void. I need to see all of you in my office on Monday afternoon - 24th of July - anytime between 2pm and 4pm. Level 6 Room 12. This is for you to sign the forms. It will just take 10 minutes max. If in the event you really cannot make it on Monday, pls e-mail me ASAP and we will have to arrange to meet on Tuesday morning. MUSIC Loh Ching Yee Lim Yen Siang Roy Lem Zhi Zheng Tay Li Lynn Gillian HOBBIES Ang Ke Xin Felicia Daphne Grace Tan Qiu Fen Lee Hui Ying Lynette Ong Ya Hui FOOD : Tan Wen Yuan Bradley Lim Hui Min Denice Chan Shiuan Ong Wei Sheng Jonathan Lee Pei Chen Michelle Loke Mei Yen Nur Hanani bte Anuar Izyan bte Rosli Muhammad Taufiq bin Anis Cao Ye Ong Zhuo Jie Ting Hui Lin Huang Mu'en Jonathan Goh San Rou Tan Mingle Sara Teng Xin Ling Tan Puay Kiang Nakayama Yuki Pang Poh Yue Christina Sam Chung Yishou Thanks guys & gals.

i'm so glad e food video produced by our group made it :) we worked hard, squeezed our brain juicies for a gd concept, sourced for our subject matter CHILI CRAB, pleaded many hawkers to allow us to shoot n all.

Sometime, hard work does pay off :)

busy bee

phew. just reached home a moment ago. e sc main comm went to help out at tanya's concert as crowd control. everything went well. her voice is really GREAT. love her songs esp 'beautiful love'.

i was inspired by what she said abt her 'downs' in her music journey. how she managed to overcome it and try to find back her old self and going out of e safetly zone to develop something new yet being herself. her words helped me to sort out my thinkings. there always ups n downs in life, we're jus taking turns. dun u agree? it sound contradicting yet that's how we human behave.

oh well, sch(block 4) starts next wk. i'm so sure it going to be a busy block when it's e last lap for jap, e workload for infor des n vsc p2. to reconstruct e sc notice board, t-shirt, web? n camp. no excuse to say i dun hav time for my family, friends and work. but there always room for improvement for my time management.

gd night folks :)

you are my best friend

You are my best and dearest friend.
You're one person on whom I can depend.
You've been there for me during tough times,
You've stood by me come rain or shine.

You're someone I find easy to~
You're a friend so dear and so good
You know better than most people do.
You're my frien that is faithful and true.

You are sensitive and understanding.
You are caring, thoughtful and kind.
you care about me and you never cease
to show me in many different ways.

You're the best friend
a person can have,
And I'm glad that you came into my life.

came across this meaningful pocket card from joc some years ago...
really love this kind of meaningful gift even though it might be small but never doubt it's power
to make my day BRIGHTER :)

monday blues

'CRAP' mark for jap :( i really wonder why they are making things so tough esp when's there block teaching. all e PIDs busy with their P1 deadline which is this fri while no one really hav time to bother about or even wan to care for jap roleplay script.

but i can understand their workload since i've also become a slave to TDS. it's gonna be my LAST cds. by hook or by crook i better keep up to e guide's promise. however, i've an omen that there would be a big drop in all my grades. i noe it's an excuse but till then i better be ABIT more hardworking than usual as i hav additional commitments to make and work to do.

i'm so afraid to countdown to PSLE.
i'm so afraid to countdown to my HOLIDAYS.
i'm so afraid to countdown to my TEST.
i'm so afraid to countdown to DEADLINES.

i need to get over e negative feelings and move on.
ms ong needs to wake up
e bus and my goals don't wait for me :)

Yeah, i'm back from sc camp. Another leadership training camp coming up in 2 wks time. I think e camp has been a gd bonding session for all of us. Time to get to noe each other n break e ice :) Had a gd talk with wilson e advisor yest until 2 am. I so afraid that what he said will be true. 90% of us will not be in the industry that we're studying right now. Everyone seems to say that n he's an example.

But somewhere in my heart, i noe where i stand and what i'll want to be and acheive. Yes, reality can be harsh and e future seems so unstable. Along e way, we lose hope and maybe sometimes lose the passion and e energy to fight. Some make it, some gave up. I hope i can make it or maybe i must make it.

Being in e design industry is nv easy esp in spore. It's a fact and we can't deny it. Somehow e design industry in other countries seem more appealing, attractive and creative. I hope in many years to come we can change e fact. I do wish to hav a chance to travel, explore and learn. But my destination would still be here, my home.

Wil also said it's only those who be themselves throughout e journey able to make it. Those who tried to be unique and funny in e way they dress or their work lose themselves. I guess it's 'normal' to see some design students to dress weird, hav a funny hairstyle/colour or maybe a designish look. I'm glad i'm still me :) I might change for e better or hav changed, grow up n become more mature in my perspective in e near future. Isn't this a part n parcel of life? E journey to become an adult.

It's always nice to talk n share with e adults. They definitely hav alot life experiences to share. Honestly speaking, being e only designer in e club is stressful. I don't hav any assistant unlike other roles. But i'm glad we're a gd team, fun advisor n uncle sam with des backgrounds. Uncle sam's constant asking "sam, what do u think.. what does this look like.." I'm so thankul for e respect he always hav in my opinion. It make me feel so gd. N now, he is e senior sam while i'm e junior.

junior sam sound nice yea?

flu bug attack

i'm down with a really bad flu this morning
used up nearly a box of tissue :X
feeling so sick
jus wonder why of all days,
e flu bug must attack me b4 my camp
sooooo 'lucky'
n how am i gonna survive in e sar room tonight
which has a crazy air-con according to uncle sam?

:)

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Am wondering if you are free two Sundays from now... my church has got a special meeting / seminar.
Would like you to come & listen.

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Join us for a special presentation conducted by Dr Genny Miller, a respected international Bible teacher who has taught these lessons in many parts of the world. You will receive up to date information of events which the Bible points out clearly reveals the end. Whether you believe in the Bible or have doubts, this session will give you a clear picture to understand the times we live in.

was surprised to see his name when i opened my mail box :X the seminar sounds really interesting. somehow it relates well to e life we're leading now and all those social problems. have yet to reply him coz i'm not settle with my stuff over in sports club. guess i'll hav to wait until aft camp which is sat.

somehow work's have been piling up. half of my holi is gone jus like that but i didn't do anything fruitful. maybe if u consider shopping, catching up with frens, tidying, sleeping, tv-ing fruitful :) i can't imagine what will gonna happen in block 4. Taking 2 modules with jap. info des is definitely going to kill me with e amt of thumbnails she requires. listening test n role play for jap :(

can i extend my holi for 1 more block?

as if i wish LOL!

no more daydreaming

shall pack my camping stuff right now :)

Floats of the day

bestful(best + beautiful), thanks for ur treat n e great accompany :)
so glad that choc taste better than strawberry :X hee hee
its sooo nice to sit down n catch up over a drink
let's work hard towards our tai tai's life in years to come yea?

met mrs ang outside prcs on my way hm. she teaches softball now n that explains why she looks pretty tan. chatted on sch work n agenda. it always so nice to catch up with ex-teachers n lecturer. i guess somehow they have become more like a friend. they're always able to relate their stuff to me jus like a friend.

i'm feeling so happy today:)

As i was telling mum the house will be ALOT quieter this wk.

bro is in camp, book out only on sat,
sis is having her sch camp till wed,
while i'm having my camp on fri

e house does seems abit colder without them,
i've no one to quarrel with :(
it's funny to have e whole room to myself suddenly
maybe it's gd to give my ears a lil break :X

anyway, it's gd to see suzuki sensei once again.
really miss those gc days esp e 6 days in shanghai.
gonna pass her e chalet photos real soon :)

if only

i wish i own a SLR
a lovely toy that allows me to create 'nicer' miracles
to play with shutter speed and all
but vitamin m is holding me back :(
guess it's gonna take a few years
mimo let's start saving
until then...
i'll only be a dream

i shall let e photos talk tonight,
too exhausted frm singing, shopping basically e whole day out :X
there still some nice photos, shall post them tml.

YUQI, HAPPY 18 TH BIRTHDAY :0)

Blog = Carpark

Park ur feelings, it's free aft 5pm :)

04.07.06

i'm not so sure for e design&diasater proj. it's gonna be a long term one which last for a year.
dun think we have that much time to spare for this proj esp in block teaching n sip in april. it's interesting though but i think it's more for PID students.

anyway, wilson asked me to attend e sport club meeting in e evening. so left MICA n head hm to get my portfolio n rush out to sch. meeting went well, hav a clearer mindset of e commitee. was quite pressurize when wilson n uncle sam browse thr my portfolio n pass it ard for others to see.

was being told by uncle sam that e previous 'designer' was always late for deadlines n his work are more towards e indian-ish. i think they've got high expectation of me which pushes myself to beyond my limit most probably my pressure level would be rise when proj starts to come in, with e fact that i'm e only des student plus uncle sam was frm vsc n wilson took arts b4.

uncle sam commented that he loves my photos e most. he felt my design works are abit too safe but there's a few which he likes though. he also said he like my colour combinations. his words are so true, i think i'm not so daring when it comes to design. maybe most of e time, i'm jus like other des students trying to meet what e brief says n to satisfy e lecturers.

somehow i felt quite lost now. i'm not sure which direction to head. a designer or photography path? being photographer is alot easier to be said than done. it involves lot of $ investment to buy camera, lens etc. maybe that's one of e factor that stop me frm takin photography sub. my heart tells me that i love my photography works more. HOWS?

last but not least, there's a bonding camp on next fri to sat :) i'm sure it gonna be fun with late night, supper, stories, gossips n games :)

time to slp

sleeping uncle at xitang
love e reflection, shadow and e composition :)

ooooolala :)

YEAH!

Wilson the Advisor of SC called. But he called at such at 'right' time. When i'm on my way cycling to amanda's house :X didn't expect him to call aft working hours. PLUS i didn't really catch what he said in that situation i. I only know that I need to drop by sch to see him tml b4 e 4pm appointment with huiyu at MICA. He did mention that there's a meeting in e evening though.

guess i won't be home e whole day again

a part-time nurse

went sch to print some stuff then head to grandma house.
above was my job for e day. insert insulin into e needles.
did find some joy doing it but i can feel e pain grandma has to bear with.
imagine injecting ur stomach area twice daily? *gosh*
so reduce ur intake of sugar now :) haha

oh somehow everyday seems to be a busy day for me. So many things coming up and sometime i do need to constantly remind myself i'm on holidays for this block :) havin jap on my every mon n havin it even durin holi is ridiculous. I still hate block teaching :X

anyway, went to look mr tan with lan hui last wk to ask abt e nyaa award thing. had a fruiful talk and realised that he studied VSC n he's also another sam. thinking back he does hav those 'designish' look. i really thank him so much for his offer which came all out of a sudden. decided to give it a go aft n emailed him.

he asked for my contacts and whether i hav a portfolio of my design work to show? yeah, probably one with sloppy year one worksss. i'm trying to build one to stun him and most impt myself though i've only like 3/4 days? i'll do my best, afterall experience matters e most.

now, i'm super worried for jap test. my brain can't absorb them :( guess because most of e time i'm worrying over interview.

bless things will go very well next wk :)